.

All I can think of is you kissing him, doing the same things we used to do. Does he do it well? Does he turn you on? Is he a good kisser? You say I am perfect but sweetie, if I were, you'd stay with me. Just kill me.

I lost a friend and the woman I love.

And I thought this year would be better.

It keeps getting fucking worse.

You broke my heart three times, my love.

I feel a mix between hate and love, it is horrible if I might say.

I can't stop thinking about you, about you two. Please leave my head.

Please leave my heart, but not completely.

I don't know what to think, what to feel, what to do.

Someone please help me.